200208 ~ Wednesday

20th February 2008, Wednesday, the night my mum departed from us…

8pm - We are still chatting about her medical report the next day and arrangement for the ‘Yuan Xiao" dinner at my uncle’s house too.

10.30pm - After the news from CH 8, I went for my shower while she was lying down resting on her sofa.

11pm - When I came out from my shower, I realised that she was sitting on the sofa falling asleep. While trying to talked to her, I realised that there is no response from her. Thinking that she might had fainted again. I tried to wake her up. I shake her and raise my voice to wake her … no response again… her hands are cold. I put my finger on her nose trail, there was no breath. She was gone!

I looked for my dad and called the ambulance, she was confirmed and declared dead.

Shocked is the word that I can used to describe how my family felt at that moment. A moment ago, my dad and I were still talking to her… the next moment she was gone.

At least she died peacefully in her sleep without any sign of struggle.
At least she had ended her long suffering fighting against cancer.

I grieved for her dismissed …
I know no matter how hard I cried… how much I missed her, she will not be back

I missed you mummy and I love you lots lots!
You may be gone but you love in my heart.

One Response to “200208 ~ Wednesday”

  1. tRaCy Says:

    Be strong dear fren!
    i know its not easy gg thro this period. the pain will be there. but keep happy moments and memories of the times that you have spent with your mum . she will know how glad she is to have a happy family , a dear daughter like you .

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