02.05.08-04.05.08 My Trip to KL

May 6th, 2008 by rebecca-fide

I had a good and enjoyable trip in KL. Though tiring but I am glad that I went. We reached KL on Fri 2/5/08 @ 4pm. Shop around at KLCC til night time (The only shopping we went during our trip) , went back to the apartment to rest and fellowship with Steves’ friend, Jeffrey. He is so anxious and excited about his wedding the next day.  We fellowship til around 2am before we turned in to rest.

Early next morning, met up with Gynnel to go CHC KL together. Pst Kong is in KL for a 3 days conference. Stepping into the church reminds me of our CHC in Spore during our Hollywood day. Though we sang an indonesian worship song which I did not understand the meaning, the presence of God just touched me and I could not stop weeping in His Presence. There are alot of youth and young adults. All are fervent and excited for God. Met with Gynnel’s cg members for lunch after the service. I am so gald to be able to know them, seeing that there are so many God lovers around the world makes me feel so encouraged. Their testimonies touches my heart too. 2 of the cg members actually took leave from SOT and came back to KL just to attend these 3 days conference. Really appreciate Gynnel for taking us around on Sat, driving us to and fro… :)

By then me and Steves went back to the apartment, it was already past 4pm. We rested for a short while before getting ready to go for Jeff’s wedding. We enjoy ourself during the wedding dinner. It was very difference from what we have in Spore. There was karaoke session, all the aunties and uncles really do know how to sing. One of the invited guests also preformed ‘er-hu’ on stage too. This made the wedding dinner very entertaining, lighted hearted and fun… :)   

The wedding package is considered cheap in Malaysia. There were 3 photographers for the full day event and can take back all the photos taken including car decor, bouquet for the brides, corsages. The wedding couple paid RM5k for the package. Here is the web site of the photgrapher: http://www.fifoto.com

Though it was abit rush for our 3 days stay at KL, it was overall a good trip. We left for Spore on Sun morning. Would want to visit KL again given a chance. I will then make sure that I have more time shopping….hehehe ….   :p 

終點

April 26th, 2008 by rebecca-fide

終點 - 關心妍

作曲、作詞:張敬軒

回到我們開始的地點
還記得那一次也是雨天
你緊緊的把我抱在懷裡面
說你會一直愛我到永遠

*諾言還是敵不過時間
轉眼間愛情就到終點
沒法面對你的藉口和欺騙
我看到了你竟吻他的臉

我的時間一天一點為你改變 你沒發現
我所有的付出你看不見
我閉上我的眼 最後一次吻你的臉
你真愛過我就不要說抱歉

我的愛一天一點在你的時間裡擱淺 
我已明白愛情有多危險
只要過了今天 就會愛自己多一點
我的時間裡不會再有你的誓言

KL Trip

April 23rd, 2008 by rebecca-fide

I will be going to KL next week to attend a friend’s wedding on saturday. I am so excited becuase Pst Kong will be at CHC KL for a 3 days conference from Fri til Sun. Haa… I get to see Pst Kong even when I am overseas. I am making plans to go for the Fri and Sun service. This is the first time I am visiting CHC KL too. I pray that I will be able to catch and receieve something there so that I can bring them back and share in my CG!

To deposit

April 16th, 2008 by rebecca-fide

As a leader, I would always want to deposit something into the lives of the members. I want to see the transformation in them to become more Christ-liked and helping them to step into their destiny. Hence, it will take alot more for the leader to have an intimate relationship with God, to be sensitive to the Holy Spirit,  to be the worshipper and prayer warrior, to be the gate-keeper to protect the cg and members, to be the minister to the broken hearted … I pray that God, as I run to You everyday, You will enlarge my capacity and with the revelation You had deposited into me, I will impart them into the lives of the members as well. I will take authority as the leader to make things happen to myself, to cg and members as well. I believe that the breakthrough for E466 will come soon! Amen!

Love ya Jesus!

CG visions

March 9th, 2008 by rebecca-fide

E466 CG visions for 2008:

1) Faithfulness ~ Every members will love God whole-heartedly and people fervently. Trusting God at all times! (Lk 10:27)

2) Love ~ Every members will be closely bonded, love one another and united for the visions of Church and CG

3) Fruitfulness ~ Every members will have the spirit of evangelism for CG growth to 15 members by Jun/Jul. (Jn 15:16; 2Tim 4:5)

4) Faith ~ Raising the standard of CG mtg to the next level with a strong atmosphere of faith and presence of God. 

5) Servanthood ~ Every member will have enlarged capacity and willingness to serve. To be a tool for God, leaders, one another and people in the world!

Our attitude will determine our altitude! I prayed that every members will have the right attitude towards God so that the visions of E466 will come to pass! ALL THINGS WORK FOR THOSE WHO LOVE GOD AND FOR THOSE WHO ARE CALLED ACCORDING TO HIS PURPOSE!

Dinner

March 9th, 2008 by rebecca-fide

My aunt came and cook dinner for us yesterday. The previous week she prepared steamboat and sukiyaki. This week, she prepared bak ku teh, steam fish, teriyaki pork, veggie with fresh mushroom, stir fried dark soya suace prawn, self make ‘wu xiang’ …. so happy!! have so many nice food for dinner.

Really appreciate her coming to my house to help prepare dinner for us and at the same time be a support to my Dad too. Though it is just having dinner together with my aunt, cousins and uncles … it really make a difference to us.

If I can have a good and sumptuous dinner every sunday evening, that would be best (Cos my dad is not a very good cook and his dishes are always the same :p)

Surprise!

March 6th, 2008 by rebecca-fide

Got a surprise when I reached home after cg last nite… :) the moment I step into my bedroom, I saw a Skin black paper bag on my bed. I was thinking who took the paperbag from my cupboard and din put it back…haha 

Wow…to my surprise, there is actually something inside the paperbag. Its a super ‘cho’ black singlet from Bejeweled. It was the singlet which I had caught an eye on when I went shopping with steves last month. but I 不舍得 买 as the price was too steep for a singlet no doubt that it is very nice with all the crsytal studs and metal studs :p  Afterall, I am not a rich tai-tai lorz

Thanks to Stevie who made the effort to buy for me and bring it to my house to surprise me. I was leaping with joy when I saw the singlet :D

14 Days

March 4th, 2008 by rebecca-fide

It marked the 14th day of my mum’s death anniversary yesterday.

Every morning, dad will wake up early to go and ‘visit’ my mum. Think he missed her alot too. I do not know what to say to comfort him but just to be home early to have dinner and have more time with him. 

I missed her. Everytime I think of her, I will just let my tears roll down. It is so hard to hold the love and feeling towards her. I am so thankful to have my aunties, uncles and friends around to give myself and my family support. God is the comforter and through the people He had sent, it really menifest the love of Christ. I really appreciate the love and concern shown to my family. Thank you Jesus!

200208 ~ Wednesday

February 25th, 2008 by rebecca-fide

20th February 2008, Wednesday, the night my mum departed from us…

8pm - We are still chatting about her medical report the next day and arrangement for the ‘Yuan Xiao" dinner at my uncle’s house too.

10.30pm - After the news from CH 8, I went for my shower while she was lying down resting on her sofa.

11pm - When I came out from my shower, I realised that she was sitting on the sofa falling asleep. While trying to talked to her, I realised that there is no response from her. Thinking that she might had fainted again. I tried to wake her up. I shake her and raise my voice to wake her … no response again… her hands are cold. I put my finger on her nose trail, there was no breath. She was gone!

I looked for my dad and called the ambulance, she was confirmed and declared dead.

Shocked is the word that I can used to describe how my family felt at that moment. A moment ago, my dad and I were still talking to her… the next moment she was gone.

At least she died peacefully in her sleep without any sign of struggle.
At least she had ended her long suffering fighting against cancer.

I grieved for her dismissed …
I know no matter how hard I cried… how much I missed her, she will not be back

I missed you mummy and I love you lots lots!
You may be gone but you love in my heart.

沈殿霞

February 19th, 2008 by rebecca-fide

Heard the news of 沈殿霞(肥肥)! death this afternoon. Can’t help but feel heavy hearted cos’ it reminded me of my mum’s condition. My mum is getting worst nowadays… :( She fainted very easily and very frequent too. She is more weak and don’t have any appetite. Just over the past 3 weeks, she had 4 packets of blood transfusion already. Doctor suspect that she may have internal bleeding. Awaiting for test result currently.

I pray that God will preserve her days and that His grace is more than sufficient to prolong her life to see the desires of her heart being fulfill and that she will experience many joy, happiness and warmth for the days that she has with the loved one.